なんで毎週こうなるのかと考えたりするのですが、結局は一週間分の予定のしわ寄せが金曜日にくるのと、この日に山場の授業がくるのと、さらに想定外の予定が入ったりすると、授業の準備がぎりぎり間に合うか結局金曜の朝のがんばり次第という状況になってしまうのだと思います。
色々な出来事が重なる時は重なって、精神的にも凹むことがあったりするとさりげなく「飽和状態だ」と感じることもありますがその中で学ぶ事はあって、「嵐の中にあって大切なことは絶望しないこと」だなと思ったりもします。大げさなようですが、大なり小なり嵐というものはいつかは過ぎ去るはずのものなので・・・。
それにしても今夜は本当に目がしょぼしょぼです・・・。
It seems I could somehow survive this week, although it was a rather difficult one compare to recent ones. I sometimes think why does it, really busy Friday, happen every week, then I guess it is because I have the busiest classes on this day, and the time is more limited on Friday than other weekdays since it is the end of the week. So, there is no way for me but to work desperately hard on Friday morning until the class starts. Sometimes I feel I am overwhelmed by the things I need to do, especially when I am quite running out of time to work on them, and it is worse when I got depressed from something. But still there is a lesson to learn, which is "There is no storm which never goes away.", so the important thing is not to be so pessimistic even when things seems to be not going well. Anyway, I am really sleepy tonight..